This weekend is Blue and White weekend. Friday night and Saturday morning is the carnival. I can't believe it's already a year later and I'm basically in the same position as this time last year. Alone.
I want to go to the carnival so badly. I love that kind of thing, even though I'm 20 years old. But who is going to go with me? Jackie doesn't exist to anyone but her boyfriend, I'm not close with Sarah anymore, Anna doesn't like those type of things, and that leaves Megg. Last year she wouldn't go with me because she went with her boyfriend. Sure, I could go out on a limb and ask (more like beg) her to go with me, but I doubt it'd get me very far.
It still cuts me that I would have to beg someone to do something like this with me. For once I just wish someone would think about me and ask me if I wanted to go. Is that wrong?
Oh, I could always go with my parents. Funny, right? All I've done my whole life is do stuff with my parents because I didn't have anyone else. I wonder what they think about having a daughter who is a loser.