It's really nice out today. It's supposed to be a beautiful weekend. Where will I be? Alone in my apartment trying desperately to get work done. I wish I had someone to go outside with to do work this weekend. I wish I had someone to spend time with at all.
These last 2 weeks in particular have been really hard for me. I think I've cried every day the last 2 weeks. One thing after another has seemed to go wrong student teaching. Just when I think I finally got through one thing, another piles on. It's like I can't do much right at all, and it's slowly killing me because I'm trying so hard and it just seems like it's not enough. Like I'm not enough.
It's gotten so hard to just make it through another day. At least that's how it seems right now. I need to make it to April 23rd so bad, but right now I honestly have no idea how I'm ever going to make it to then.
I really need like 2 or more days in a row to go well. I need someone to hang out with to make my mind off stuff because all I have at the moment is to come back to my apartment, try and get through doing work and be reminded of what didn't go well.
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I hate that everything is piling up on you right now but I know you are doing an awesome job at student teaching! The kids love you & I know you love them. Just take it one day at a time & soon it will all be over..summer will be here and our adventures can begin! Love you best friend! :)
Mich!
I just found the link to your blog on twitter, and I've been going back and reading some of your entries. Gosh, I feel like it's been forever since we've chatted. It's hard to believe you're coming down the home stretch with student teaching already. It feels like you just started at PSU!
I'm sorry to hear that you've been having such a challenging time with things. I honestly have every confidence that you are a wonderful teacher. Please don't let the tough days make you think otherwise. You can - and will - do this, and I know you're making such a difference in your students' lives.
Hang in there!!
Shari :-)
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